Need help through this difficult time

Hi beautiful people, my name is Desiree and I grew up believing that if you put your heart and soul into your marriage there's nothing that could break it. I have been married since 2010 and now in 2026 with two beautiful boys later I am left with nothing. I was born with a disability called Sickle Cell anemia and could never really work full time or even believed God would bless me with kids. Well he did and with a four year degree and a 9 and 5 year old I have bearly anything to my name. I became a stay at home disabled mother who depended on her husband to bring in the income. A few years after we had the boys my husband just decided he no longer wanted to carry the load. He only worked to bearly pay the bills and I am exhausted of carrying the weight of a broken, loveless marriage. I figure if I'm going to struggle so bad to just bearly make ends meet I may as well be alone. Crying because I want to give my boys more, they deserve a happy home and I know that if I could just get the help to move out on my own I could work hard and make things work. Right now I'm only working part time since I'm the boys main care giver. I'm just not earning enough to save anything. I hardly make enough for groceries and school snacks for the kids. If I could get us a small one bedroom apartment I could sleep on the couch and hopefully work more to save up. Any help would be appreciated 🙏